This morning I decided to Chrome Book it. Chrome books are great for doing any and all tasks on the web, which is all that most of us do anyway. I don’t have much to say in this one, just felt like typing a little bit today since I didn’t do much typing today/yesterday. Although it’s a pain in the ass to type on a Chromebook while in bed, it can be done.
It’s a major bummer for me that no one other than myself will ever see these words, but this has been the case since HK died, and Sunny removed me from his friends page. There was a time when my good friend Edna used to read some of this meaningless shit, but no longer.
I have a pretty nice set-up here. I hardly ever get disturbed. This is why I enjoy living here so much. The one bad thing about living here is the non-existent cash flow. I have 0 cash because my payee now takes 100% of my monies. Now, I can ask for my cash, but I do not feel that should be necessary. Unless there has been some kind of decrease in the amount of money my check or checks are for I should automatically get $100 a month. Instead of $100, I now receive $0. I do not believe that is fair to me, but it must be, because the God of my money (Edna) says that its fair, and who can argue with a God.
I’ve always felt that Edna does me right in regard to my money until just this year. This whole year I have only seen $60 in cash. Edna tells me that I have almost no money. It is true that I spend money on E-juice, and coils for my vaporizer, but nowhere near $100 a month on vape gear. In other words, I’m missing money. I hate, fucking HATE begging Edna for cash when it should be automatic. On the third of every month, I should get $100 in spendable cash. I do not and have not in over a year. I was saving my money for a new PC. Well, I got two new PCs in two years. So now I want to start getting $100 a month again. Apparently, Edna wants to horde my money for some unknown purpose.
Edna has her own money. This makes me confident that she is not ripping me off, however, the fact still remains that I have seen very little cash in the year 2021. My money is going somewhere for sure, but it’s not going to me.
These days I feel a little frightened and intimidated by Edna. I hate asking her for anything even if I feel I need it. Money can totally destroy friendships which is what I feel it is doing with Edna, and myself.
I just want to know where my $100 a month goes, because it has not gone to me in over a year.